my paper dreams

blah blah blah February 23, 2009

Filed under: life — onlysleepn @ 12:31 pm

I think I say this all the time, but Kal Barteski is one of my heroes. Actually, I think she might be a super-hero. She is one of those people that does more in a day than I do in a week. I read her blog and my mind just boggles by how much she gets done and still has time to fully enjoy family and friends. And be totally kick-ass all at once.

 

I have a somewhat unformed notion about trying to live the life I want. And this involves being kinda kick-ass, having time to enjoy my life, and not being embarrassed when family and friends come to visit. This was pretty overwhelming before, but having a baby around sort of compounds things. After all, he is totally awesome and tends to lure family and friends over. Plus, I’d much rather look at him/play with him than just about anything else. And as we have not managed to arrive at a comfort zone with either the baby wrap or the sling, he isn’t always conducive to multi-tasking.

 

So I am reaching the point where letting certain tasks go and not worrying about them because I get to focus on the baby isn’t quite working anymore. So yesterday I decided to just pick one thing and try to accomplish that. Just one teeny-tiny thing a day. Surely that is possible. Today’s thing: stopping by the apartment and grabbing the cleaning solution that I am pretty sure is going to change my life*.  Put pictures in frames and put them on the mantle. I miss my boy too much to not go right home.

 

 

*I know it won’t, but someone said it will help. I’ve got my hopes up.

 

Do Working Moms Blog? February 17, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — onlysleepn @ 7:29 pm

I am still trying to work this whole thing out!

I am so incredibly happy to be Colin’s mommy. Each new thing he does is a thrill, each day brings joy and wonder. I am also constantly bowled over when I discover the new things I have learned about how to be his parent. But I haven’t quite figured out the juggling act. Which is why he is going to be 8 weeks old tomorrow and the birth anouncements have yet to be mailed. Or why I have 2 different baby carriers and can’t get the poor guy comfortably situated in either of them. But I am enjoying the ride, and figure I will get it down eventually. So know I think about blogging, I just haven’t managed to get 2 hands free long enough to do it.